Walking with Demons - The Breaking Point (Part I)

You get what you wish for they say, I wished for it all to break and it did. Unlike the first break, this one tore right through my soul. I could not believe the level of destruction that followed. I had a plan and it shook the very foundation of my core and of my world. If I did not take these actions, if I did not do what needed to be done I would lose everything and I would not rise in my power. I had to do this. I was at the edge of a cliff and I had to jump.

I was at my breaking point and something had to change. I had to break again and break I did. I could not handle it anymore. I knew I was still a prisoner. To the depth of my subconscious mind, I knew it and when I freed myself it shattered everything. My world crumbled but it left me free. I was so ready for the next chapter. I had never really been this free before. I had never done anything like this before. It was terrifying but also exhilarating. One of the most important lessons when working with demons is to have faith in them, trust in where they are taking you, even when it seems like everything is crashing and burning.

It was challenging. One of the problems with breaking the mold that holds you is that everything breaks with it. I had fears and pains that I thought were long gone, rearing their ugly heads. I had moments where I thought I had made a huge mistake. Doubt creeps in, do you have the mettle to come out the other side?

I found things that I didn’t even know that I had lost. I have never felt as much support as I had during these years. It was through rebuilding it all that the demons were there, they were there in such depth and I had such support in my life.

These breaking points are needed. They are the only way that you are going to break out of the pattern and they are the only way you are going to get what you want. Everyone goes through it, you know they do. You have heard all their stories.

This is your story and this is where you need to go. This will all work out for you if you trust and have faith and continue walking through it. Let this madness transform you and shape you. Let this new you emerge from the wreckage of your old self. Success comes from this and the vibration you existed at and were born into did not grant you access to these places. Life will sculpt you, mold you, and break you and this is the break. From here you will be able to see things you never saw before and what you need to do to get what you desire.

ii-wy em Hotep - Patrick Gaffiero